updates for this week

hmmm.. it has been a while since i blog.. well, this few weeks nth much happened. Went to sm birthday party. had fun though.. however, there is still this weirdfeeling swirling in my mind when i saw him.. perhaps still nd more time to get over him.. but i feel tt i have really pull through alot.. Guess that he's still tt insensitive and i really cant stand the way he does things.. teasing girls and pulling their hair etc.

Though we are nt together, i cant deny there is still tt little bit of jealousy within myself. But nvm, since he wans to be in this way, i also cant do anything.

Sch starts last week and are managing to cope of wif work. Was late during the second lesson where it rains dam heavy and got into a heavy jam.. Econs was really tough i feel. maths too due to the lack of a maths backgrd. And i've only start revision. This week was rather a slack wk for me cus of the lack to money to go out.

Few ppl asked me out but really nd to save up for my chalet. Sorries. Next week will be a hectic week for me cus there will be 3 lessons and outings with kok they all.. Fun.. really missed them. Sry to him as i ps him for a movie date. Will make up someday yea. This 2 days there is "peace". Thanks to him gg back to msia. But the bad thing was he was back just now! Hmm. will be having sms harassments again. didnt want to msg him harsh words but if he really get on my nerves this time i might really tell him off straight.. Then, i shall give it a miss for vivian's guild outing because of him which i feel its dam stupid. Haiz.. shall see how it goes.

Feel like gg clubbing dis wed as it has been a while since i go there. But sx wldnt be able to go due to work. Prob wif jo ben they all. Unsure of asking L to go a nt but i doubt he will go cus he dunno any1 there. Moreover i sort of ps him e last time he came just toaccompany me which i feel really bad. See how things goes.. will ask vivian or yuting to tag along if jo is gg.

I dunno y my feelings for u are back again. Though i'm still angry over tt incident, but i really feel v happy when talking to u over the phone. I really hope that i wld noe the reason behind of this incident and really hope tt it was an misunderstanding instead of the reason i know right now. Hope to meet up soon eventually and catch up with each other. But not for the time being as i noe u got ur own schedules and mine were also packed actually. But if u are willing to meet up i will try to make time for u.

I will wait for the right one in my life (: