My First Post

I woke up at 9am to prepare and meet yuting at tpy interchange. I reached there a little late knowing that she will be late. But i was wrong, haha.. she wasnt late today. But nvm.. she made me wait 1h 10mins before.

We headed to Patissier to try the cakes for her bdae. The prev time we went there was closed. So we were early today.. haha.. As usual, i was crazy with her. Cant stand her when i am with her. Ate meringue which i am eyeing for since v long. She ate choc marshmellow and we ordered a green tea cake. The passion fruit was dam nice. The green tea too.. but i feel the choc was common. Prob i don really like choc cus its v sweet.

After which we took some photos and met sx to go smu and submit my application. Talk a lot with her and forgot to pass her contact lens! freaking angry. After which met yuting again at tpy and head back home together.

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I tink i gg to have pms or having now. Nowadays keep thinking of stupid things. Haiz.. life seems to be gd after a break. However, like he says, "the grass is always greener on the other side" Just now i saw some pics from essential brew from some blog and i tot of our first outing together. If i didnt noe so much of his stuff and wad he is doing my back, i probably will like him a lot. But now, its so diff. We are friends but things are so diff. He is so secretive and lots of excuses. If he likes me go for it la.. Say wanna meet up in e end give all sort of excuses.

On the other hand, jz is my another prob. Firstly i am unsure of my feelings. I hate this. Yes, i am selfish to give him hope again and yet not to make my feelings clear to him. I dunno why am i like that. but i just cant reject or dunno what to do. Den he is angry with me for making him a substitute when i promised him unknowingly to go his hse and eat chicken wings when i got smth on? I dunno what things exactly he is angry with? U wan to be angry den be it man!

i am so confused and vexed. Fuck.