updates!

Hmm.. recently ive been too busy to update as theres really lots of things happened to me..

Firstly, ive just finish my bridging exam. Maths was tough for me.. hmm..just hope for a pass for both papers will do.. just tt day before my exams, a terrible thing happen to me. sotong told me tt mable told her he got a gf. somehow i just really believe wad she says.. i dunno why. mayb jerald is his v close friend tts y. how i wish this wasnt the truth when upon knowing tt. but things werent the same since tt day.

i didnt ans his calls nor smses. i just told him not to contact me anymore. im just truely disappointed. even as a friend like u claim u didnt even be honest with me. thus i feel theres no pt being a friend with u. i know tt sotong has been warning me all along and i appreciate ur effort though i nv really heed ur advice cus couldnt believe tt hes such a person all along. hmmm. though i still don have hard evidence, but i belive mabel says is true. ur smses proclaims tt we were just close friends all along, but u dunno the line b/w wads friends and more than friends. Uve cross the line w/o knowing it or maybe even intentionally. tts y the things tt u sms were rubbish. i even admited tt i treated u more than a friend and yet u were saying we were just friends all along? im the one tt have more courage than u man! omg.. are u a man? pls.. wad rubbish uve sms are really contridicting from the things u did before.

Suan le. i don even bother to talk to u anymore. i just hope i won see u on this fri. Recently, theres this new guy WJ.. hmm.. he treats me gd and so far so gd. but i don dare to say anything now cos we just knew each other and im really afraid the same thing wld happen again b/w me and L. Though i feel hes still a bit immature but i feel hes better than L. at least he doesnt smokes and hes taller than me and got a car. Im not being materialistic but at least he doesnt has bad habits like smoking where my parents would also object. Was quite pissed off with things he told me yest. though he was jk wif me bout i asking him out is i wan him to fetch him to sch dis fri, but i feel tt this statement was really ruining my integrety. im not a person who really goes out asking ppl to treat me things or fetch me. who treats me gd or bad, i know. i will repay back, no matter what.. i don like to owe ppl things. So please, i hope he wld understand certain things he can joke with me but not everything.

afterall, hes quite a nice guy tt i know. but is he my ideal partner? im still yet to know. i hope tt he can get serious over some stuffs but not always joke ard. but ur jokes really cheers me up when im feeling down at times. thanks.

hmm for sotong feeling down these few days, i think u really pms sia. but i feel what kk says is true to a certain extent. no hard feelings, if leo is mature enough to think, he will persuade u or force u to go overseas and study first instead of waiting him in army. in this situation, wad matter most is the guy cus hes e one who will control this situation. in such situation, if u really love her and think of the future for both of u guys, u will persuade her to go overseas no matter wad. its painful to do tt, but so long if sotong loves him, she will wait for him for 2 years. and i believe that leo is a devoted guy to do so too. After saying for so much, the decision is still hers. i cant control anything and i don wish to see u sad over this thing again. i did thought of talking to leo but i hold back because ive no right to do so.. hmmm

nx wk will be my driving theory test. hope tt i can pass (: