pissed

Okie. Last sun, which is 2 days before. ive been blogging bout staying at home cus of the trip to swimming was canceled. in e end, i went to jz hse. i really dunno how the hell i wld go to his hse. hmmm. perhaps its really been a long time seeing him. i guess nearing half a yr whereby i haven see him ba.. went to his hse to eat chicken wings. its still as nice but the vege tasted a bit salty. hmmm.. aft tt i went to his rm and sat on e bed to chat. im e one who do most of e talking and i feel v sian. he got nth much to say besides running. i can feel tt he hasnt got over me cus he still wans me to lie over his shoulder and stuff. haiz.. its just so weird. aft tt, i take back my clothings and went central to eat e satay. nice. den i headed back home.

yest, which is a F pissed day for me, started bad in e morning. I woke up at 830 just to prepare to meet shu hui for tanning where she keep asking me to go. i had my menses on tt day and i still willing to accompany her go. suppose to met her at 10am at harborfront actually. knewing her to be late, i reached ard 1015. i msg her and called her but to no avail. i was rather pissed and decided to buy a ticket and tanned myself aft waiting half an hour for her.

when i reached there, i bought my own drinks and food and proceed to tanning. and she keep msging me where am i and stuff. if a person is late u will call e person straight instead of keep msging the person. and if ure late, u wouldnt cont to slp when u already woke up. u shld just wait for my reply to ur msg den go back to slp or smth. seriously v irresponsible. i hate this type of ppl. when she reach there, i nv even hear a single sry from u. u just bought me drinks tts all. the drinks cant even compensate me. i could have jolly well leave aft my tanning cos ive already finished when u reached. 1pm! i reached ard 1120am. and ive already finish. i really shld just leave. seriously im still F pissed. den nvm.. she still nv sense tt im v angry which makes me even more pissed. FFF. and the day before she still went to watch mobtv until 4am knowing tt we have to meet at 10am the nx day. seriously i doubt u can get a gd job if u couldnt kick this f bad habit. tmr i will be gg orientation day wif her. and its 830am. shes gonna be late again i guess.

nvm.. i accomapany her and finished tanning at ard 3pm. went to shop ard at vivo. bought long denim from zara and white tank top from pull and bear. its cheap tts y i bought. don intend to spend but still spend..zzz. nvm. i received another bad msg from rek. she and cheryl sort of quarrel over the present for missy. we already bought it v early cus the present is actually for cheryl but she don like.. tts y we decided this present is for missy. and tt cheryl complain tt we buy present w/o asking her to chip in. nx time don ask her for help in jobs nor sitting her car blar blar. wth. like dam childish la. i feel tt rek shldnt write better luck nx time in her msg cus i think shell feel offended. but if i were her, my friends bought e present already i will just buy myself or smth la. y make a big fuss bout it? its always the present whereby all e conflicts arises. every birthday also like tt. i seriously don understand. U girls are already 21,adults leh, don u have minds to think? at times u all are seriously dam childish! i really cant stand it.

Aft e shopping, i met wj at tamp. actually i a bit don feel like gg there cos firstly its far. and i have to wait for him till 7pm b4 his car can start. but nvm la.. since im outside. im v tired yest too. went to old airport road for dinner. ate prawn mee which is v nice. throughout e whole journey i keep complaining. hmmm. didnt really talk much crap yest as i was rather tired. on e way back, i took a rest till i reached home. when i reaached home, he missed call me den i called him back but he said nth. and hes still outside. mayb meeting his ex? or some other girls? i dunno. guess i think too much or smth.

i just feel tt i shldnt be gd to ppl at times. ppl will take u for granted. and i think im e one who keep gg to tamp to meet him. sometimes i feel how stupid am i. why he cannot be the one who comes over? y am i keep making the effort to go and meet him when he ask me out. shouldnt be the other way rd? i really cannot stand it. nx time if theres such thing happen to me, i guess i shall do things tt will benefit to me. i know tt im bad at rejecting ppl and ill tend to give in more to ppl rather than they give in to me. thus,i won bother to spare a tot for others knowing tt they will spare a tot for me too (: i hope i can do it.

end of story. hope the orientation for tmr will be fun.