i really dont dont understand this issue. it has been on and off for very long ever since i have the suggestion of asking u to stay. U got no obligations, unlike me, and it only provide u with convenience. i know your reason,tt is u dont want to trouble my parents. why is this a very big issue to u? its not u are coming frequently. Not saying bout this, even having a meal is such a big thing for u just because of this reason.
U think i dont feel the same way to keep going to your place to have a meal even though u claimed tt ur parents dont mind? u asked me to stayover ur place u think i won feel tt too? i can accomodate to u instantly even though u asked me on the spot yest night just tt i got obligations.
i really dont see the reason, really. I asked u to stayover because theres always a reason as we are gg to sch together for the same lesson the nx day. If u are so afraid to trouble my parents, we can always go out and eat together.
Its gd tt u tell me straight rather than telling me u are going to confirm with me later. But it takes 2 hands to clap in a r/s. This issue have been always bothering me especially during my pms period. i really hate it.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Saturday, January 2, 2010
fking ppl fking mother
my blood is boiling mad right now. cant believe we quarreled just because of cutting white hair! bloody hell. u urself like to compare me with others over everything and u don like me to compare. If its my bro treat u like tt, u won even do this to him. his temper is 100 times worse than me and yet u nv even treat him like tt. for me, how many times have u ignore me over my 22 years of life? this is fking shit and unfair. u think my temper is gd and u can climb over me and scold me like fking nobody business rite? i tell u even the person with the best temper also can become mad.
i knew it, everytime i shoot u or retort u or do things NOT in ur way, u will start this fking shit all over again. FINE then. i am not going to care anymore. i just treat u doesnt exists at all since u always do the same thing.
cant believe a person who lives over half a century could be such petty and revengeful, and yet has a status of mother. fucking gay shit. fuck u man
what a yr to start. tmd
i knew it, everytime i shoot u or retort u or do things NOT in ur way, u will start this fking shit all over again. FINE then. i am not going to care anymore. i just treat u doesnt exists at all since u always do the same thing.
cant believe a person who lives over half a century could be such petty and revengeful, and yet has a status of mother. fucking gay shit. fuck u man
what a yr to start. tmd
Friday, August 28, 2009
=(
tears starts to flow when i think of this.. i just don understand why some ppl did nt put much effort to study and yet still can get reasonable results whereas ppl like me put in so much effort or rather my very best but still doesnt deserve any reasonable results?
can anyone please tell me why????
can anyone please tell me why????
Sunday, August 23, 2009
updated again!
woot! have been some time since ive updated my blog!
hmmm.. back from bintan, took up an extra new tuition job,end my samples job yest and birthday parties coming up! just had a conv wif baby just now, till now i feel quite bad bout it.
come to think of it, i really shld do something which can improve on myself and my future rather than keep gg out during freetime. but sometimes i just don like to be alone. i like accompany. by friends or anyone tt im comfortable with. i wished i could find a job related to my future career but i cant. im commited to tuition and i cant work during wkdays. tts why jobs tt i could only find is just wkend jobs and are totally unrelated to my current course.
im pretty worry bout my results. every day at a point of time i will think of it. haiz. got nth to do tmr. perhaps i shld just pack my stuffs and do some readings.
im feeling rather proud tt i did not spend tt much on clothes this month. but i spend on other stuff like entertainment, trip and presents! but seeing my baby so happy bout his bdae gift makes me happy too. there are more bdaes to come up.. wk and sx ones.. headache man!
back to e convo just now, i dunno why once in a while i will have a lot of thoughts in my mind. once again, u are my bestest bf ever. i understand u love me a lot, but sometimes i will have higher expectations perhaps of the influential of friends. i wished i wouldnt envy them so u won have e feeling of comparison. but u noe. its natural to feel tt way when u hear ur friends partner who just did something sweet. just like its just purely of me envying others but to u naturally its just comparison and pulls down ur esteem.
i know everyone of us have diff ways of expressing love, perhaps e way u express it is the 'unromantic' style. and once again, i must assure u im nt bored with u and neither do i ever pin pointing on ur wealth. im always enjoying e times with u, as long as we are together or even doin nothing. the point im trying to get across to u is tt surprising ur partner once in a while will spice up ur relationship and pulls us closer. im a girl and of cos i love the feeling of being loved and little things and efforts u put in to make me feel touched. this is wad every girl wishes in their partner isnt it? and ya. i do like surprises by my love ones. nice ones though.
i dunno if im contradicting myself but i just hope u get my point tt u are really not a BAD bf. i love everything of u and for who u are. just hope u can hold ur promises and make me the happiest girl on earth! i guess the last point is too demanding! gee.. but i dont care! :P
ps: are u the happiest and 最幸福的 man on earth?? ( i guess my effort is at 85%) lols.
hmmm.. back from bintan, took up an extra new tuition job,end my samples job yest and birthday parties coming up! just had a conv wif baby just now, till now i feel quite bad bout it.
come to think of it, i really shld do something which can improve on myself and my future rather than keep gg out during freetime. but sometimes i just don like to be alone. i like accompany. by friends or anyone tt im comfortable with. i wished i could find a job related to my future career but i cant. im commited to tuition and i cant work during wkdays. tts why jobs tt i could only find is just wkend jobs and are totally unrelated to my current course.
im pretty worry bout my results. every day at a point of time i will think of it. haiz. got nth to do tmr. perhaps i shld just pack my stuffs and do some readings.
im feeling rather proud tt i did not spend tt much on clothes this month. but i spend on other stuff like entertainment, trip and presents! but seeing my baby so happy bout his bdae gift makes me happy too. there are more bdaes to come up.. wk and sx ones.. headache man!
back to e convo just now, i dunno why once in a while i will have a lot of thoughts in my mind. once again, u are my bestest bf ever. i understand u love me a lot, but sometimes i will have higher expectations perhaps of the influential of friends. i wished i wouldnt envy them so u won have e feeling of comparison. but u noe. its natural to feel tt way when u hear ur friends partner who just did something sweet. just like its just purely of me envying others but to u naturally its just comparison and pulls down ur esteem.
i know everyone of us have diff ways of expressing love, perhaps e way u express it is the 'unromantic' style. and once again, i must assure u im nt bored with u and neither do i ever pin pointing on ur wealth. im always enjoying e times with u, as long as we are together or even doin nothing. the point im trying to get across to u is tt surprising ur partner once in a while will spice up ur relationship and pulls us closer. im a girl and of cos i love the feeling of being loved and little things and efforts u put in to make me feel touched. this is wad every girl wishes in their partner isnt it? and ya. i do like surprises by my love ones. nice ones though.
i dunno if im contradicting myself but i just hope u get my point tt u are really not a BAD bf. i love everything of u and for who u are. just hope u can hold ur promises and make me the happiest girl on earth! i guess the last point is too demanding! gee.. but i dont care! :P
ps: are u the happiest and 最幸福的 man on earth?? ( i guess my effort is at 85%) lols.
Friday, July 24, 2009
lala
did nth much this wk. went ion orchard with baby on tues.. it was v big. didnt manage to finish walking e whole mall.
had tuition today and went out wif mum to expo for electrical fair. was looking for air con. however e service there was vvv bad. ask them a bit of questions and their attitude sucks. totally turn off by mum and i.
we saw a panasonic plasma tv which was v nice. service was gd too. aft walking ard, met my bro and went changi village for dinner. had nasi lemak. e stall owner was freaking slow. no wonder theres 4 person inside e stall heping out. and there were long queue also. its nt v fantastic but i guess e queue is cause by the "slowness" of the owner.
have been feeling v frustrated and stress over e trip which i noe i shldnt feel this way. but i've been looking forward to this trip ever since apr. finally e date is so much closer and this kind of things happen. really dampen my mood. fking terrorists.
its e time of my month again. baby please be prepare tt i may not be as understanding as before and my emotions+temper will be unstable. will try my best to control, but if i cant, baby pls pardon me for these few days and shower me with more love (:
ps: no matter how mad i am towards u, my love for u will stay as strong..
had tuition today and went out wif mum to expo for electrical fair. was looking for air con. however e service there was vvv bad. ask them a bit of questions and their attitude sucks. totally turn off by mum and i.
we saw a panasonic plasma tv which was v nice. service was gd too. aft walking ard, met my bro and went changi village for dinner. had nasi lemak. e stall owner was freaking slow. no wonder theres 4 person inside e stall heping out. and there were long queue also. its nt v fantastic but i guess e queue is cause by the "slowness" of the owner.
have been feeling v frustrated and stress over e trip which i noe i shldnt feel this way. but i've been looking forward to this trip ever since apr. finally e date is so much closer and this kind of things happen. really dampen my mood. fking terrorists.
its e time of my month again. baby please be prepare tt i may not be as understanding as before and my emotions+temper will be unstable. will try my best to control, but if i cant, baby pls pardon me for these few days and shower me with more love (:
ps: no matter how mad i am towards u, my love for u will stay as strong..
Saturday, July 11, 2009
wet!
just reach home. wad an unlucky but really MEMORABLE day. went west coast plaza wif bee to buy his work pants. had some restaurant for dinner. ate over 8 prawns. really got phobia.. aft tt we decided to go our home ground but on our way, e weather was alrd nt v gd. halfway thru, we stop under e overhead bridge on aye. lols. quite romantic standing under a bridge wif rain pouring beside us. there was a harley stopping beside us too.
we started to move when e rain was smaller. den baby went to vivo tt area. when we were at e starting of ecp, Fuck! who noes it was raining freaking heavily! i cant even see and i can feel e rain is hitting hard on my skin and so painful. all e vehicles just don care. baby was totally drenched in e rain. i think im 1/4 drench but still quite jia lat. i was praying on tt point of time cos it was v dangerous. baby stop over at a bus stop and i got no choice but to take a cab home. waited for quite some time and manage to call a cab. on my way back, i realise i did nt have enough cash back. i stop e driver at e atm to withdraw cash. while i was withdrawing i realise i might have enough cash.
when i reach my place. i could have enough cash to pay for e ride. stupid me still go withdraw 50 bucks!
anyway, pray both of us especially baby will be feeling ok. it really pain my heart to see u totally drenched. don feel bad for nt sending me back. i understand. love u!
we started to move when e rain was smaller. den baby went to vivo tt area. when we were at e starting of ecp, Fuck! who noes it was raining freaking heavily! i cant even see and i can feel e rain is hitting hard on my skin and so painful. all e vehicles just don care. baby was totally drenched in e rain. i think im 1/4 drench but still quite jia lat. i was praying on tt point of time cos it was v dangerous. baby stop over at a bus stop and i got no choice but to take a cab home. waited for quite some time and manage to call a cab. on my way back, i realise i did nt have enough cash back. i stop e driver at e atm to withdraw cash. while i was withdrawing i realise i might have enough cash.
when i reach my place. i could have enough cash to pay for e ride. stupid me still go withdraw 50 bucks!
anyway, pray both of us especially baby will be feeling ok. it really pain my heart to see u totally drenched. don feel bad for nt sending me back. i understand. love u!
Friday, June 26, 2009
pms
i really cant stand my pms. grrr. i hate it when it comes to every month of this period. i dunno why everything doesnt seem right to me. just hoping my love ones could treat me better for just this short period but i don see any. hmmm
baby im really sorry of how bad i treated u during this kind of situations. i really nd a lot of concern from u but to be frank. i cant feel there is. not saying u are nt concerning me but i dunno why e things tt u do seem to irritate me and make me grr. i will try to control myself during this critical period but i'll nd time to change.. im kinda upset when u noe im about to break down while sending me to e lift lobby yest but u still treat it like nth happen. its ok.. i noe u are still angry during tt time. lastly, rmb if u noe u cant control ur emotions, please don ride. cool down first. im really still frightened bout wad happen yest.
no matter wad happens, i'll still love u baby..
my pay haven even come yet. im poor like a beggar nw.. im working later at bedok and meeting sotong later.. miss her lots. quite some time since we last met.
baby im really sorry of how bad i treated u during this kind of situations. i really nd a lot of concern from u but to be frank. i cant feel there is. not saying u are nt concerning me but i dunno why e things tt u do seem to irritate me and make me grr. i will try to control myself during this critical period but i'll nd time to change.. im kinda upset when u noe im about to break down while sending me to e lift lobby yest but u still treat it like nth happen. its ok.. i noe u are still angry during tt time. lastly, rmb if u noe u cant control ur emotions, please don ride. cool down first. im really still frightened bout wad happen yest.
no matter wad happens, i'll still love u baby..
my pay haven even come yet. im poor like a beggar nw.. im working later at bedok and meeting sotong later.. miss her lots. quite some time since we last met.
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